{"id":1545,"date":"2023-02-28T14:36:27","date_gmt":"2023-02-28T19:36:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/?p=1545"},"modified":"2023-02-28T14:36:27","modified_gmt":"2023-02-28T19:36:27","slug":"animal-medicine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/?p=1545","title":{"rendered":"Animal Medicine"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Dearest Readers,<\/p>\n

Since publishing my memoir<\/a>, I’ve been taking time to discern my next creative project. Write something new? What about all the stories that didn’t make it into the book? I have a mountain of them.<\/p>\n

I thought maybe I could publish the occasional piece here. The story below, about an encounter with a beaver, got cut out of the memoir<\/a> because one of the editors said, “Too many animals!”<\/p>\n

There were a lot of animal stories. Encounters with woodpeckers and bears and deer and armadillos and beavers have always made me feel as though the Cosmos is conscious of me. When I am at my lowest, animals show up, and it always feels like I’m being reassured by a Loving Force.<\/p>\n

Here is the story of The Beaver:<\/strong>\n<\/div>\n

Have you seen the TV movie adaptation of Thomas Hardy\u2019s The Mayor of Casterbridge<\/em>? The Mayor, played by Ciar\u00e1n Hinds, has made some terrible decisions, most of them while drinking. His prot\u00e9g\u00e9, Donald Farfrae, on the other hand, is a more saintly man, with very few troubles or fears.<\/p>\n

One evening, the Mayor confides in Farfrae and shares honestly with the young man about his despair. Here’s an excerpt from the book:<\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026 I sank into one of those gloomy fits I sometimes suffer from \u2026 when the world seems to have the blackness of hell, and, like Job, I could curse the day that gave me birth.\u201d<\/p>\n

“Ah, now, I never feel like it,” said Farfrae.<\/p>\n

“Then pray to God that you never may, young man.\u201d<\/p>\n

When I was watching this scene in the film, I fully expected the young man to say, \u201cAh, yes, I understand.\u201d But he says the opposite. This dropped my jaw.<\/p>\n

You mean there are actually people out there who have no idea<\/em> what that kind of hopelessness feels like?<\/p>\n

Those of us who do understand these black, gloomy fits know well how hard it is to cope with them. Sometimes there is no remedy but to ride them out.<\/p>\n

On a day when I was in the kind of despair that the Mayor described, I walked to the Yukon River for relief. Nature is often one of the surest ways to lift the blackness of hell and I knew being outside would help.<\/p>\n

I found a bench by a bend in the river and began to pray. I remember saying the words, \u201cTake me, God, I am willing to die.\u201d<\/p>\n

SLAP!<\/p>\n

I opened my eyes. A beaver was in the water right in front of me.<\/p>\n

SPLASH!<\/p>\n

It dove underwater and I watched it resurface a few feet further upriver.<\/p>\n

Suddenly, my self-pity evaporated. The Beaver had woken me up.<\/p>\n

In that moment, it was as though I’d swallowed a fast-acting miracle. I became willing to live.<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

That’s a super-abridged version of the story but you get the idea. Reflecting on it now, I am again struck by what I call Impeccable Timing. The slap of the beaver’s tail at the instant when I “cursed the day that gave me birth.” I wasn’t alone, I was known<\/em>.<\/p>\n

From the fires of love,<\/p>\n

Celia<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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