{"id":207,"date":"2009-10-28T03:19:00","date_gmt":"2009-10-28T10:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/?p=207"},"modified":"2009-10-28T03:19:00","modified_gmt":"2009-10-28T10:19:00","slug":"carpe-diem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/?p=207","title":{"rendered":"Carpe Diem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s early folks. Don&#8217;t ever believe the time it says I posted the blog, for it seems to be wrong no matter what time zone I&#8217;m in, but it&#8217;s the crack of dawn nonetheless.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m heading out to the high school from which I graduated to read some of my work to the students and to talk about what it is like to live as a professional theatre artist. I haven&#8217;t been there for 20 years.<\/p>\n<p>I see in the news this morning that H1N1 has killed a 13-year old boy and last night I learned of the death of my cousin&#8217;s mother-in-law from cancer. She was not old and she lived a healthy lifestyle. It was fast.<\/p>\n<p>Death is on the front burner today. But it&#8217;s okay. It&#8217;s scary but it&#8217;s okay.<\/p>\n<p>There is a documentary out there called <a href=\"http:\/\/films.nfb.ca\/griefwalker\">Griefwalker<\/a> and the protagonist in the film is a man by the name of Stephen Jenkinson, a theologian and leader in the hospice movement who has some radical things to say about death and dying.<\/p>\n<p>I heard him speak in Whitehorse once and his talk has stayed with me. He believes that if we are not acknowledging every single day that we&#8217;re going to die then we&#8217;re not really living. He argues that we will only ever know the profound joy of living by truly embracing the grief that accompanies the acceptance of our dying.<\/p>\n<p>I believe he is right. Every day I pray for the courage to live this day fully as though it were my last. It&#8217;s terrifying to confront death so matter-of-factly  but boy does it make life rich.<\/p>\n<p>Inspiring Message of the Day: When I am truly awake to the fact that I may not get another day to live I can then live more fully, rejoicing and celebrating the fact that I&#8217;m alive <span style=\"font-style: italic;\">today<\/span>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s early folks. Don&#8217;t ever believe the time it says I posted the blog, for it seems to be wrong no matter what time zone I&#8217;m in, but it&#8217;s the crack of dawn nonetheless. I&#8217;m heading out to the high school from which I graduated to read some of my work to the students and&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,5,32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-207","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-inspiration","category-motivation","category-stephen-jenkinson"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/207","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=207"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/207\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=207"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=207"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.celiamcbride.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=207"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}